I went back to Winner's last night. Found the shoes, tried them on, did a little catwalk show for Sophie, and went right to the register to pay.
Ok. Now I am banning myself from the mall, from Winner's, from Home Sense, from any kind of outlet store, and I am half-banned from Walmart. (I can go there to get basic stuff like shampoo and deodorant. But that is all.)
But damn those are nice shoes. They make me feel good.